Today I said my goodbyes
as you walked away
And I cried and cried
Knowing that this day was coming
But really not expecting it
Yesterday we smiled
Our lips touched
And today
The emptiness of the aftermath
Loneliness was my only companion
I miss you,
The words spoken by you linger in my ears
I want you
please don’t leave me
And then
No more was left
Silence
I want to scream
but what for
The tears are burning
And my heart
numb
hollow
I can’t phantom
the thoughts
running through
My mind
Perhaps
this foolish beat will subside
And the paradise that was
will
Re-appear.
My lips are burning and the residue that is left
Is the constant reminder of what can’t be?
I have fallen and I don’t know how to get up
And the wounds are deafening and the heart let down.
One minute I was walking on air, and then searching for air
As it becomes harder to breathe
Well…nothing is what it seems and
I although weaken by the plunge
I will stay away from the only good thing that I know.
Love; do you believe in love at first sight?
I didn’t.
My friends inquire about my writing, and my ability to write things down in seconds. How am I able to write the way I do, and this is what I tell them?
“I wrap myself in their minds, I feel what they feel. I write and writers are one of a kind…I’m an artist”.
I’m taking my heart to the unknown and
Words are becoming my weakness.
You see I search for the right word
The one word
That can describe this insanity.
FIXATION…
Hmm, no, obsession of what could be
Maybe
ADMIRATION...
Can’t say,
But I do
Appreciate the times our eyes meet
LOVE...
No
Other than adoring the smile
That taunts my heart.
So not one word can describe
This feeling
VOID...
Perhaps
Because this feeling is so
Unclear
And the clouds that I’m walking on
Are over bearing
Indefinite madness
But only because you exist
I am a leader,
Never a follower
BUT
I do follow my heart.
My heart
Never lies
BUT
It betrays me
When least expected.
Perception is the greatest down fall
Because ALL is not
What it seems.
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