DID

It’s not what you said that made me cry but what you did…
My tears are tears of joy, not tears of sorrow and
With this I will tell you that I am so happy,
Happy that you came into my life when you did…

SILENCE

Today I said my goodbyes

as you walked away

And I cried and cried

Knowing that this day was coming

But really not expecting it

Yesterday we smiled

Our lips touched

And today

The emptiness of the aftermath

Loneliness was my only companion

I miss you,

The words spoken by you linger in my ears

I want you

please don’t leave me

And then

No more was left

Silence

TARNISHED

I want to scream

but what for

The tears are burning

And my heart

numb

hollow

I can’t phantom

the thoughts

running through

My mind

Perhaps

this foolish beat will subside

And the paradise that was

will

Re-appear.

I DIDN'T

My lips are burning and the residue that is left

Is the constant reminder of what can’t be?

I have fallen and I don’t know how to get up

And the wounds are deafening and the heart let down.

One minute I was walking on air, and then searching for air

As it becomes harder to breathe

Well…nothing is what it seems and

I although weaken by the plunge

I will stay away from the only good thing that I know.

Love; do you believe in love at first sight?

I didn’t.

WORDS

My friends inquire about my writing, and my ability to write things down in seconds. How am I able to write the way I do, and this is what I tell them?

“I wrap myself in their minds, I feel what they feel. I write and writers are one of a kind…I’m an artist”.

I’m taking my heart to the unknown and

Words are becoming my weakness.

You see I search for the right word

The one word

That can describe this insanity.

FIXATION…

Hmm, no, obsession of what could be

Maybe

ADMIRATION...

Can’t say,

But I do

Appreciate the times our eyes meet

LOVE...

No

Other than adoring the smile

That taunts my heart.

So not one word can describe

This feeling

VOID...

Perhaps

Because this feeling is so

Unclear

And the clouds that I’m walking on

Are over bearing

Indefinite madness

But only because you exist

BUT...

I am a leader,

Never a follower

BUT

I do follow my heart.

My heart

Never lies

BUT

It betrays me

When least expected.

Perception is the greatest down fall

Because ALL is not

What it seems.