TARNISHED

I want to scream

but what for

The tears are burning

And my heart

numb

hollow

I can’t phantom

the thoughts

running through

My mind

Perhaps

this foolish beat will subside

And the paradise that was

will

Re-appear.

I DIDN'T

My lips are burning and the residue that is left

Is the constant reminder of what can’t be?

I have fallen and I don’t know how to get up

And the wounds are deafening and the heart let down.

One minute I was walking on air, and then searching for air

As it becomes harder to breathe

Well…nothing is what it seems and

I although weaken by the plunge

I will stay away from the only good thing that I know.

Love; do you believe in love at first sight?

I didn’t.

MOTHERS DAY SURPRISE

I spent Mothers day With my family; the kids were having a blast, the men were being men and us girl were enjoying our day. Everything was perfect and on our way back to the Marina we had some unexpected visitors. Enjoy...

MEMORIAL WEEKEND

This memorial weekend has been by far one of the greatest weekends I’ve had.
I did nothing; I simply relaxed with my man, enjoyed each other’s company and watch movies all weekend long.
I usually don’t do this,
I mean I like movies,
who doesn’t
but to watch movies all weekend long C”MON so unreal of me.
But it wasn’t about the movies;
it was about spending quality time with the person I love the most.
The weather was perfect
“it rained”
we cuddle,
talked and watch movie
after movie,
from Sci fi
to
thriller
oh
and we can’t forget
the tear jerker’s.
So while half of America partied this Memorial weekend,
I had my own celebrations,
I celebrated the unity of a love beyond perfection,
I celebrated US.

WHAT DO YOU REALLY KNOW ABOUT "MEN"

You think you know them, really...you do? Or so you tell yourself, but what do you really know about “MEN”.

Men, a rare species, one that can be trained with the right tools and we have the right tools to tame this mystical creature.

Not only do we have the smarts, but we have talent, wits and our seductive ways.

We have the power, the power of the “BLIP” (can’t really write the word down).

So you see “MEN”, they’re not hard to read.

All we have to do is bat our eyes, swing our legs and watch the rain pour “Oh it’s raining men”

PLAYED

It's not easy hating someone,

especially

someone you love beyond the depth of your soul,

and

so it all begins.

Your head

spinning in circles

the headaches

that won’t vanish,

the heart

aching,

and

the blur visions

of what really doesn't exist.

If you

make sense

of

the reality of things,

then you will see clearly,

you my dear

were played.

Words that were said,

gone

with the wind

and

the side of the bed

he once occupied,

empty.

Confusion

another factor

of

weakness

and

weakness

is only for fools,

are you a fool

or are you a

Goddess.