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It's not easy hating someone,

especially

someone you love beyond the depth of your soul,

and

so it all begins.

Your head

spinning in circles

the headaches

that won’t vanish,

the heart

aching,

and

the blur visions

of what really doesn't exist.

If you

make sense

of

the reality of things,

then you will see clearly,

you my dear

were played.

Words that were said,

gone

with the wind

and

the side of the bed

he once occupied,

empty.

Confusion

another factor

of

weakness

and

weakness

is only for fools,

are you a fool

or are you a

Goddess.

THERE YOU WERE

And there you were
In the corner
Sitting by your lonesome self
Starring out at the distance
The view vaguely visible to the eyes
And I wonder
Why so sad
You, there sitting all by your
Lonesome self
You portray happiness
Your eyes portray sorrow
And there you are
Sitting in the corner
By your lonesome self
Devouring your drink
And so I wondered,
What could be going through
Your mind
The splinters on your finger tip
Mocking you
And there you remain
Sitting all by your lonesome self

DILEMMA

I try not stare

I try not to comment

But how can I not

How can I go on

knowing

the facts right in my face
I saw what I saw

and I heard them speaking softly among themselves,

how foolish can one be.

Yes
I am well aware of the dilemma that stares me right in the face.

Will I be able to control this urge that burns deep in my body,

can I resist the temptation of what I know.

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