I am the one you long for,
The one you want to hate and
The one you can’t live without.
I am your past,
Present and
Future,
The one who got away,
The one who you hold tightly,
The one who loves unconditionally and
The one who gives of herself completely
I am kind, sweet and the one you dream about…
Here I am in the midst of the fog and
the rain is pouring down hard and rigid,
is it the last downpour.
I look up and
darkness fills the skies
my eyes are
close
my body drench and
the sweetest desire runs through me
like the lighting in the sky…
electrifying
I lay there cold
my body trembles and
the rain won’t calm and
my heart beats
faster and
faster
The clouds groan
as if making love and
I can’t contain myself
I want more….
I was hoping to find tranquility;
instead my head is going crazy.
I write
just to write, because I love it,
it beats talking to myself.
I mean everyone talks to themselves,
“once in a while”
but when you start answering yourself
HMMM.
Ever since I could remember
writing has been my passion;
but lately I can’t concentrate,
my thoughts are elsewhere,
it’s like my heart is not 100 % there,
I feel incomplete.
The voices
that once echo within me
are fading,
vanishing into that void
we call solitude,
and I can’t help but cry.
I miss you,
and although
I know this is the end
I can’t help but wonder
was there ever a beginning.
So I will pick up my pen and
I will write
as long
as I am able to write.
Your stomach knots up and
your world spins in different directions.
You anticipate your next meeting and
the words that long to come out are not what you have rehearsed.
Love;
that is what happens when it knocks on your door.
To see him from the distance and
the sound of his voice transcends you to another life.
The stars in your eyes shine brighter and
the butterflies within you
wanting to burst out.
Love;
that is what happens when it knocks on your door.
Rain drops on my window sill
drip, drop, drip, drop and
the sound is so deafening to my ears
weakening my knees and
the fear of what is yet to come
My heart is pounding
as the end reaches its final roar.
The rain is not fading like I thought,
but regaining its strength,
getting ready
to demolish the skies.
The fog is thick,
smoky,
cold and
unwanted,
as the terror waits in the abyss of the night.
Lately I’ve been uninspired
my love for writing not diminishing but placed on hold.
I’ve had so much on my plate;
but now I’m back and so I write this about you,
my number 1# fan.
You know who you are.
In the little time we’ve known each other
I’ve grown to love you
I love you more than you will ever know
and the years feel like a blur.
I will miss you,
everything about you.
I will miss your laughter,
your smile,
the stories,
the cooking
and I can’t forget
the cocktails (LOL).
You came into my life like a breath of fresh air and I will breathe you in as long as I have the ability to do so.
I love you…you know who you are
MY NUMBER 1# FAN.
I’m going insane…I want to yank my hair
The men in my life are driving me to drink
Really, I am a working wife and mother of 3, ALL BOYS “may I say”.
For once I would love to experience this...
get home and be pampered...
go straight to the bathroom
have your bath full of bubbles and
just sit there and relax. “Calgon take me away”
Yeah sweet thoughts interrupted by
“When is dinner, mom do I have clean uniforms, honey have you seen the remote control”
HAYYYYYYYY Mama Mia…
But oh wait, it’s not possible,
A mothers job never ends.
We come home from a hard day at work,
To cook, get the kids ready for the next day, maybe do some laundry and
By the time you take a minute for yourself you are too tired and have no energy for anything else and
I mean ANYTHING else.
So please if I want a glass of wine instead of the cup of tea,
I think I deserve it; after all, my job is 24/7
I’m always on duty, on call,
But never out of SERVICE…
Do you feel the love dying to burst out?
Tell me
is it me you see when your lips touches hers
When you explore her body
is it my body you hunger for.
The sensation and the thrill of what could be
deceive with what is.
Do you feel my fingertips
gently enticing,
caressing you all over.
Tell me
is it me you feel
when the bodies are tangled up as one
When you drink and taste her
is my thighs you yearn for.
Do you feel the love dying to burst out?
The sensation and thrill of what could be deceive by what is…
The bar full and the DJ is off the hook tonight
“Ahora Es" is playing by Wisin y Yandel, I love them… off to the dance I floor I go
Dancing to the beat
Transcending into another world
I own the dance floor
Mine to do as I please
My eyes close,
My hip swinging from side to side
I hold the glass of martini and the night is mine to hold.
My body moving like a snake
My hair wild, all over the place
I’m in control, in control of you
Hypnotizing you with every move
Hmm
Dancing like never before.
Long ago you broke my heart
my dreams of who I thought you to be
destroyed by the knowledge of who you really were
and so I come about.
I don’t know much about you
I never really knew you at all
and here I am all grown up and I wonder
what my life would have been if I had you in it
from the beginning of my existence.
I look in from the outside
I see that circle that I’m not a part of and should be
and sadness fills the empty void that you created.
Little by little I reach out to those who are a part of me
and I’m trying to build on the foundation that was never established
the one that was lost in time
I want to belong but feel like an outcast.
I want you to know that I FORGIVE YOU,
regardless of the pain that I have,
and will always carry with me.
I don’t know if I could ever look in your eyes and feel anything but sorrow
sorry for what you did and didn’t do
Sorry that you will never know me
but most important... sorry for what you've missed.
Que solitario son los dias sin ti, y las noches fria sin tu calor
Es necesario decirte que sin ti no encuentro lo suficiente para sonreÃr,
El cuerpo se me paraliza,
Mis labios frió y el corazón derrotado.
Como lo haré, si tus palabras son las melodÃas en mi amanecer,
Te extraño profundamente.
Si, es necesario que sepas que mientras tú este lejano siempre estará cerca de mi corazón ....
My days are lonely and my nights are cold without the warmth of your body.
It is necessary for me to tell you that without you I find it insufficient to smile,
My body is paralyzed,
My lips are numb and the heart defeated.
How will I cope without the sound of your voice?
Your words are the melody in my dawn
I miss you deeply.
It is necessary that you know that while you are distant from me
You are always next to my heart.
What would I do if I did not have you in my life?
This moment
Right here
Right now
You and I
Means everything to me.
If love means to be without you, I rather not love at all
I swallow the poison, death will be my companion, if it means
That you and I would unite in another life.
This moment
Right here
Right now
You and I
Is the real thing
Love, undeniable love, felt by the words said and unsaid
An image purified by no deception, I love and love will become me.
You are the chosen one, the heart does not lie
This moment
Right here
Right now
You and I
Means everything to me.
I don’t like to smoke, well- I do a little. I will light up a cigarette on occasions, especially when I’m stressed beyond my own comprehension. I was a heavy smoker and what I call heavy smoking was a puff or two, maybe three, then dispose of the cigarette.
I started smoking at an early age; I was 11 going on twelve when it all began. I loved the way I felt, it was great, and of course I felt so grown. I was a woman (a woman scared to kiss a boy because I thought I would get pregnant. hee hee).
That was until my best friend, my other friend and I got caught...OMG…were we in trouble!!!
My mom was so disappointed in me; I felt horrible, (“it could also have been the beating my mom gave me.”) Anyway I was grounded for the whole summer. My best friend was sent to a nun camp and the other wench was outside the next day, waving hi. Can you believe it, waving hi, smiling like nothing ever happened? Yeah, like I really want to be her friend now…trader of the worst kind!!!!
So you think that I would have learned my lesson on that summer of 83, but no, I didn’t. What I did learn was that girls with extremely big foreheads were NOT trustworthy…
Ashley sat by the window looking at the scenery, it was cold out and it looked as if it was going to snow. She had to see Nick, she needed to explain to him her reasons for leaving and that she still loved him. Nick did not want to see her and she could not blame him. “I need to find a way to see him,” she thought.
Carrie was on the phone when Nick grabbed her from behind. She stopped him before things got out of hands; he sat down, pouting like a child and Carrie smiled at him and continued her conversation. Nick stared at her from behind. He liked what he saw and desire rushed through his body -he wiped his forehead and sighed.
Nick arrives back at his office to see the light on his answering machine on; he ignores the light on the answering machine and deletes all of the messages. He is happy and he does not want anything or anyone to damper his mood. “Nick,” a voice said from behind him. He stood there; he could not, nor wanted to, turn around. He recognized the voice. “Ashley,” he said. He turned, not wanting to see her, his heart was pounding, wanting to escape his chest. “What are you doing here, Ashley, you should have known not to come!” He finally saw her, nothing about her has changed and he felt the hole in his heart and the pain that he tried so hard to get away from resurfaced as if it was yesterday. “Nick, I’m sorry if I am here unannounced but you wouldn’t see me. I’m in town for a while and I needed to see you.” “Ashley, please go!”
Ashley walked out, she felt the tears burning her eyes - she expected his reaction. The look in his eyes, the pain, she never meant to hurt him. Ashley thought about the day she left, she had to leave if she had stayed. She knew that she would have married him and put her dreams on hold. In the end, the love she felt would have turned into resentment, but now she is ready for the life he wanted for them, but will he ever forgive her?
Carrie was drinking a glass of wine when Nick arrived, his face pale and by the way he looked, she knew something was wrong. “We need to talk, something happened today and I think you should know about it.” Carrie sat down, a look of concern on her face, “Nick, is everything alright with you?” Carrie was concerned; she has never seen Nick this way before. Nick told her everything that happened that afternoon. Carrie felt a sigh of relief. He is physically well and nothing was wrong at work. Nevertheless, she had bigger things to worry about now. Carrie was wondering what this meant, is her relationship in trouble now?
Do you see me, I mean, do you really see who I am?
I am not your average girl, I come with style.
I am my own my leader,
but NEVER a follower,
do I go to you for shelter,
no…
I am the wings spread above your heads,
I am your sanctuary.
Believe in me when I tell you
there is no other like me,
I shall stand tall harboring your every move.
I am the sun in your east,
The moon in your sky,
the north star that doesn’t fade and
the beating in your heart.
Do you see me, I mean, do you really see who I am?
I am the air that you breathe,
the one YOU worship.
But you see…I’m not your average girl, I come with style.
MY FAVORITE QUOTES FROM THIS MOVIE ARE AS FOLLOW...
Noah (to Allie): "I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day."
"She had come back into his life like a sudden flame, blazing and streaming into his heart. Noah stayed up all night contemplating the certain agony he knew would be his if he were to lose her twice."
TRUE LOVE, THE KIND OF LOVE YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT ONLY COMES ONCE IN A LIFE TIME...DON'T LET IT GO....
I look out the window and the rain is pouring down, like money is pouring out of our pockets. I went to put gas in my car and I went blank- for a minute there I thought I was making a purchase of a pair of Manolo Blahnik. Then the smell brought me back to reality.
How can a country such as ours be doing so badly, "WE" the people, united, are far from being united?
What on earth can we do to improve our economy; advise us on what methods we should be taking, Corn oil, Canola oil come on… HELP!!! You’re killing us here.
I‘m going to vote, but I don’t know who I will choose, I am a democrat but after our last session hmm I’m not so sure, and if I go towards the republican party, look at where we are now.
Should I try something new, will that improve our situation?
God only knows.
Well in the mean time I need to keep saving for the Manolos I so dearly want, only if the gas prices let me.
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